Yesterday also consisted of a series of near meltdowns. It was just one of those days where the smallest hiccup made me feel like the sky was falling. Particularly concerning a very fast approaching Toussaint. It’s hard to believe that as of this Friday I will already be getting a 2 week break. I have done both everything and nothing, so this trip to the south of France with 3 of my friends who are also living here is much needed and appreciated. But at the same time, none of us have reliable internet, which makes hostel hunting and booking a rather difficult process. The original plan was to spend our first 2 nights in Marseille, but we quickly saw it was not going to work out. But thanks to the magic of Skype, my dad was able to calm us down and found something in Aix-en-Provence instead. He saved the day and our sanity!
In the midst of that whole fiasco, I went to make some Earl Grey for the lovely Lyon mug my parents got for me at Starbucks (sidenote: we Anderson girls love our city mugs!). Suddenly I found myself singing “These Are A Few Of My Favorite Things.” I have no idea what put that song in my head, but the lyrics were so comforting! Desperate for consolation, I decided that I needed more words of wisdom from favorite almost nun. It wasn’t long before my jaw hit the floor when I heard her sing: “Oh I must stop these doubts, all these worries. If I don’t I just know I’ll turn back. I must dream of the things I am seeking. I am seeking the courage I lack. The courage to serve them with reliance, face my mistakes without defiance, show them I’m worthy and while I show them, I’ll show me.” Discouragement has become a pesky little bugger. But the only way to shake it off is to look up and move forward. I can do this. I can do this. I can do this. After all, as Maria sang, “I have confidence in sunshine, I have confidence in rain.”
Such a lovely post. You are so Bella and of course there is an Edward in Trevoux for you! Do you think there is one in Bruges too?
ReplyDeletePerhaps I need to watch a little Sound of Music to help me when I am discouraged; I am happy it helped. Finally, have fun on Toussaint!!!! I am so jealous you get a break! But seriously, enjoy yourselves and tell the girls I said bonjour. Bisous!
Have confidence in confidence alone! When can I find you on Skype?
ReplyDeleteAli- there is definitely an Edward for you in Bruges! Maybe we will all skype you during Toussaint! I wish you were coming!
ReplyDeleteStephanie- I'll definitely have some internet access for the next week and a half! Otherwise, the bomb shelter simply can't be without it much longer! Can't wait!
Sallyyyy!!! I love that The Sound of Music came to you when you needed it... it is my absolute fave! I am so glad to see some happy posts from you :) And Twilight in school... awesome!
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